Gods, I feel so old sometimes...

Its not even funny, sometimes I just feel like I'm the only mature one that I stuck in a room full of inbred morons. Its true, its probably one of the reasons why I don't like my cooking. Most of the people in that class are drunks, druggies or both...Its rather annoying to sit listen to their pointless converstations...I also don't see street graffit type of drawings art. Its pointless, it takes no real talent, I don't believe it, my little sisters could to do it. It makes me laugh when people get so round up in doing it, it really does. I resist the urge to roll my eyes.

I've been reading a lot lately and its making me think...I'm begining to believe that what you write shows how much you care or don't...Or in some cases what you write or draw really shows your mental maturity. I've read some of my old stuff and I can see how immature or mature I was...I might just think 'WTF was I thinking when I wrote this? Was I half asleep?'

The way a person writes short story shows what they know what they're doing or their mental maturity...I was reading the beginning of a comic by young, aspiring artist and I have to say that...It really shows how young and naive she truly is. *shakes head* I won't say why I came to this conclusion or what the story is about...I'm just saying that what you write or draw shows your true 'age'.

Another thing, I've come across a lot of fanfictions and some are good and some are bad while others are just medicore. I can't stand the bad ones that use broken sentences and in proper grammar, now I tend to read the good ones, the ones that I percieve as good. I've read fanfiction that are just pure smut (heck I wrote one but its gone, yay!) and others that have can have love or sex scenes but are not descritive in the least bite.

They give hints at it, they are subtle about, they are clearly stating 'hey, these two characters are about to get down and dirty!!!' I love the authors that are subtle about it, it doesn't make it totally obvious which in some cases can be a good or a bad thing.

I was really livid a few hours ago at this one certain person, I won't say why or who because I don't want pity unlike some people, I'm not that type of person.

I write these blogs to rant, to type down what I thinking or feeling at the moment, I don't really care if anyone reads this because I'm just doing this for me. Not for pity, not for acceptance, not for anything. I'm not that type of person. I just have a lot on my mind that sometimes I just need to get out of my head...Whether it be good or bad or hurt another person's feelings. I.DON'T.CARE.