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3月12日 Killin TimeI'm just killing time, writing this. Nothing really exciting happened today.
Why am I killing time?
Well, I was in the middle of submitting a picture on deviantart when it goes into 'read only mode'. *snorts* Now I have to wait for who knows how long to just to submit one picture. *snorts again*
I'm sooo happy, I get to see a production of Hamlet on Wednesday! And the bonus is that I get to miss my afternoon classes (and one of my morning classes)!!! Whoot! I'm looking forward to it.
I'm definitely don't want to go to cooking tomorrow. Why? Well, apparently, we're going to have a guest speaker that will tell us about some of the jobs in the field of cooking. *rolls eyes* Honestly, I don't really care because of the fact that I'm not going to have a career in cooking; I'll probably have a job in the accounting field. Oh well. 2月21日 P*ss OffDoes anyone actually read this? *shrugs* This is more of a thing for me to rant and b*tch about things.
I was having a perfectly fine day, I was somewhat sociable (in my terms...I didn't ignore people when they were talking to me or at least trying to) then in cooking it went down hill...
The two guys in my group, who I shall name 'Gangsta' and 'Dumbass' in my group do all the cooking while myself and my friend 'VB' just stand there and do the dishes when needed or point to things when the guys ask us where it is. I want to cook,too! I didn't sign up for the class to do the dishes!! Grr...Then there is the pizza that was made...I swear it was covered in cheese, that's okay for me usually but the thing was that it was two layers of cheese. TWO!!!! When the pizza came out of the oven (we didn't even get to do that), it didn't turn out like Dumbass thought it would...So he blamed it on the person who preheated the oven, my friend VB. I just had to laugh at that, you know, because the pizza probably came out bad...Because of the people who made it and coated it in cheese...I didn't like it too much.
That's not what pissed me off, oh no, it comes towards the end of the class...Gangsta asked where the dish rack went and I, being the nice person I am, (sometimes...I'm only a b*tch towards someone if they're treating me like crap) pointed over to where it went. You know what he said to me? Instead of 'Oh okay' or 'Thanks', he tells me to 'Shut the f*ck up.' I'm serious...I felt like saying something or hitting him in the back of the head with something but I didn't...I walked away, I was being the 'bigger person' in the situation. Of course, I'm pissed, I don't like being disrespected like that, for no reason what so ever. What did I ever do to him? Asshole...
2月14日 I Won't Say My Please and Thank You'sIts been about an half and hour since I got home from school...And well what a way to end the school day.
I was walking to my locker (its in the basement) and as per usual, well it hasn't been happening a lot lately, the people next to me on the left side, had their door open all the way. Immediately, for whatever reason, I was pissed off by this and shoved the door and the guy out of my way.
Being the intelligent person that he is, tell me to 'Next time can nicely say excuse me.' Fruit. *rolls eyes* I, of course, said no and he said something along the lines that I should. I and I qoute said "Shut the f*k up and leave me alone." He did just that. What can I say? I hate being talked down to like I'm some moron. I know I should of said excuse but it probably wouldn't do any good. Besides, you don't really get up in the world by saying 'Excuse me' or 'Please', you have to push and shove your way through everything. Some people may not agree with me or even like what I say but that's how I see it.
I'm really amazed the intelligence of the younger children that go to Dakota *notice the sarcasm*. For example, I was sitting in the bathroom, you know, going to the bathroom and these girls standing at the sinks where like 'Should I put blush on my nose?' and then her friend replied 'Yeah, I do that sometimes'. WTF? Since when do you put blush on your nose? Do you want to look like Rudolf? I just don't understand and I don't want to either.
Oh yes, on a good note, I watched the first half of Ju-On: The Curse and its really interesting but...I probably shouldn't have watched it when I was half asleep. No, I didn't get the movie on dvd, I found it online and watched it. It explains somethings, its kind of like a back story. *shakes head* And once again, I loathe the remake, because not only did they screw everything up but they put some things in that I saw in Ju-On: The Curse. Its like they tried to cram everything into one movie. They can't even do that right. *sigh* I really want to watch the second part right now but I can't since I'm babysitting and I don't want to freak out my little sisters. And once again, for those of you who don't know me to well, Kayako is still my favourite character from the movie which led me to name the main character that I have created (and use) after her. 2月11日 RefuseI refuse to pay. Pay for what? Wait, I guess I should explain.
It all started on Friday at school when we had advisory class and I found out, to my surprise, that I owed fees to the library. Of course like anyone, I was a little confused and pissed. After advisory, I headed off to the library (I had to go there anyway) to find out what I owed for...When I asked the librarian what I owed for and apparently its a book called 'Lovely Bones'.
WTF? I told her that I never took that book out and she tried to argue with me that perhaps I took out the book for a friend or something, like I would do something like that. Geez. I think she had the enough of me and told me to talk to the other librarian, so I did and the first thing she said to me was to talk to other person and I replied with 'She told me to talk to you.'
Thankfully, I could talk to this one with arguing and she told me she would look for the book or the fact that the person zipped the wrong bar code on the names. See? I refuse to pay from their screw up...Even if its $3.75, I know its petty but its the principle of the matter.
I've been feeling pretty emotionaly drained for the past week, at times I felt like hitting something or bawling my eyes but I did neither. I'm just tired of going to school, tired of dealing with the crap that goes on there and most of all I'm just sick and tired of the people, escepially the immature people who think they're better then you. You have more friend then me, so? You're more sociatable then me, so what? I just want to curl up in a ball and sleep for a while.
I wanna sleep awhile,
I wanna dream awhile.
Let the gentle winds
Calm my spirit.
I wanna get away,
To another place.
I wanna be like a child,
Careless and,
Without a thought
In the world.
I wanna sleep,
So leave me be.
1月1日 A Break Within A BreakMood: Anxious
Music: Kokoro no Zaisho - Xenosaga Animation Soundtrack
This journal will more then likely be a short one...I've been working on a comic (the one for art) for about about two weeks and right now,I feel exhausted from it...I'm talking a break from it for a week. I'll focus on drawing fanart and stuff like that... No working the comic!! >_< I have no idea if I'll put some of the stories on here, I'll think about it...But I have been thinking of redoing Little Birdie,hmm...I'm not sure yet. Lately I've been in the mood to just write, not draw...Maybe its the fact that I've been drawing non-stop for the past few weeks...My mind is telling me that I need a break from it. Or... Maybe I feel so down cause of the great time I had at my grandparents, I don't know. Oh well, I'll forgot about it soon enough. I just feel like sleeping right now and maybe I'll play some Xenosaga later... - See ya 10月5日 My So Called RantMood: None,I'm half asleep right now
Listening to: The Battle of Your Soul - Xenosaga III OST
I don't know which I dislike more about school right now...The grade 9 and 10 who think they're the shit and still think they're at 'the top of the food chain'. Heeelllo!I got news for ya! You are not in junior high anymore!
And the second thing would be...The teachers who seem to change their minds at the flip a switch. Like in art, first I didn't have do that 20's/study of the human figure but now I do! Grr,apparently everyone has do it...And her excuse was 'I have the right as a teacher to change my mind' or something like that. Know what it sounds like to me? It sounds like no one else really wanted to do it (it for a musical the musical choir is putting on) so she had to force everyone to do it. Piss off,apparently, I didn't have any ideas, apparently I didn't have any ideas!What the hell?Has she even asked?! Geez,I did have something I wanted to do but now...I can't.
Well I fumed a little in class but I guess I vented my frustrations through drawing...I managed to come up with an idea for the 20's theme. I just hope I don't have to paint it because I'm horrible at painting. Anyways, back to the point, the real reason why I so pissed off was not because of the fact that I now have to do the 20's pic (well some it) but for the most part it was because of the fact that I did have something I wanted to do but now I can't. Well I can for one of the pics of our own choosing.
I think I'm allergic to perfumes because I was sitting in my first class (psychology if you can believe it) and my eyes were so sore. Why do people have to spray so many damn coats of it? I was fine in all my other classes. Its weird,the schools have a ban against peanut butter but not perfume. I guess its fine if some one's eyes swell shot and they have a hard time breathing as long as they're not laying dead on the ground. Ugh...I hate school! I'm so damn glad its my last year at Dakota!Whoot!
Well, that's all the ranting for now,
laterz. 8月31日 Lucky MeSong: Chase - Xenosaga II OST
Mood: Excited
Its been a few days and yesterday I finally got Xenosaga III (I didn on the 29th because that was the shipment date). Anyways,I got Xenosaga III and I've been busying playing it and I have to say its pretty good so far. I like most of the voice actors so far, although Jr sounds a little too happy sometimes. I thought I would hate that fact that they changed Shion's voice actor back to the first one but I don't; its not as high pitched as the first one. I'm not sure but I also think that the voice actor that did KOS-MOS in Xenosaga I is doing the voice again,yay! I depise Canaan's new voice,it doesn't suit him and Momo still sounds a like a valley girl. *sigh*
Some of the characters are very strange like Virgil,he sniffed some girl in a tomb and then said she smelt nice and that he was in love with her. *shakes head* Its a little weird that he sniffed some random person,geez...Now I'm trying to figure out who is more crazy him or Albedo,hmm... Two characters that amuse me to now end is Roth Mantel (XD its a guy,people!) and Allen (XD dork power!)
Okay on to a different subject, I just ordered Ju-On 2 from Columbia House! I can't wait to get that movie, I've been waiting to see it ever since I saw the first movie. I just not happy that The Grudge 2(remake of the movie I just mentioned) is coming out in October,goodie just what we need, another crappy remake. I doubt that they will even show some of the parts that I saw while watching a clip from Ju-On 2. The first remake just felt like another Buffy episode and I was half expecting the 'Scooby Gang'(if you've watched Buff the Vampire Slayer,you would know what I'm talking about) to show up or maybe even just Giles. In my opinion, they should of had the movie taken place somewhere in North America like they did with The Ring remakes instead of Japan.
I don't know whether to happy or sad that school is starting in a week. *sigh* Hopefully, this year (or at least the first semester) will go by as quickly as last year did. Well, I guess I should be ending this right now.
Till next time...
See ya. 8月28日 WowSong: Albedo - Xenosaga II OST
Mood: Excited
One day and then...Xenosaga 3 finally comes out.Now, here's my plan since I have to go to school to fix my schedule (appointment is around 9:15 am). So...I'm going to take the bus and when it gets to the mall,I'm going to Wal-Mart since all of the other stores are closed even though there are elderly people walking around the mall (its some kind of program, I think) and then I hopefully buy both Xenosaga 3 and the strategy...Then go to school and then home. Well if that doesn't work out, (meaning if Wal-Mart doesn't have it) I'll have to wait until the stores in the mall open (which is around 10 I think...)But still,I'm soo hyper right now! ^_^ Now all I have do is thing of what I should draw for the final day of the count down.(By the way,the picture in this blog entry is not mine,I didn't draw it so if you want to check it out go here: http://www.deviantart.com/deviation/26542864/ )
In other news, my burns have healed and all that remain of them is some scars on my foot and my upper leg. I am proud to say that I can once again were shoes and sandals and also pants cuz all I've been wearing for the last couple of weeks were skirts. (Yes,I wear skirts now) Now,I'm just way more cautious then I was before, way more. Oh well, it happens.
I can't believe school is starting next week, I'm going to be in grade 12 and I don't whether to be happy or sad. *shrugs* I'm just not looking forward to having two grade 11 classes, I'm just hoping that it won't be all the same people in the grade 10 gym class I had to take last year. Other then that, I don't think I have much to worry about except for Lit and Psychology...*sighs* Once high school is over,I'm going to university or one of those places, although I don't know which one I want to go to. Or even what I want to take.
Til next time,
See ya. 8月19日 WhooSong: Maybe Tomorrow - Xenosaga III Original OST
Mood: Melodramatic
I don't whether I've had a good or bad summer break...Well one of the reasons why its been a horrible summer break because of the fact that I got second degree burns on my left food and I burnt the top of my left leg about two weeks ago. How? I got hot water on my self by accident when I was eating those instant cup of noodles while I was babysitting. Thankfully one of my little sisters fell asleep. Well, I didn't have to babysit for the rest of week but I couldn't wear any shoes or pants...Well I can wear shoes now but I'm not sure so about the pants part yet,I'll just stick with skirts...
Well the good thing is that Xenosaga III is coming out on August 29, so I'm excited about that cuz I get to buy it! ^_^ And I just beat Xenosaga II (I did all the extras), I had to see the epilogue about 15 times...By now,who doesn't know who the white testiment is?(I know who it is...) I can't believe they ended the game at a cliffe hanger and I also do not like Simeon's new 'look'. Ugh, I wonder...
So right now, I'm writing this when I should be in bed sleeping but no...I'm doing this. Who reads this anyway? *yawns* I'm sleepy... *faints*
Nighty night... 5月7日 Stars And TearsMood: Bored and border line insane
Listening To: In The Sky by MIZ
I wish I was watching: Final Fantasy VII:Advent Children
Playing: Final Fantasy VII
Don't mind the title,its random...Its been a while since I wrote in here. So how is everyone?Nah...That sounds so corny. My friend has gotten me into slash or yaoi(guy likes guy kind of thing) as some people call it and I've started reading the Gravitation manga but I only have the first two volumes.
 Oh well, I guess have to get more money. Oh yeah,in two weeks, I'm getting the new Final Fantasy movie and when Xenosaga 3 comes out,I'll be getting that!Whoot!Speaking of which,does anyone know when Xenosaga 3 is coming out?I read some where that's its coming out in spring 2006 but I'm not sure if that's in Japan or North America. *sigh* I'm so uninformed...I heard there's an anime con in Winnipeg in June or something but I don't know if I want to go...I'm definitely too lazy to make a costume but if I did,I would probably goes as a kirschwasser or someone from Xenosaga. And here's a tip,don't ever want to watch the Xenosaga anime,just don't!Its very,very crappy!...And some people look like wet dogs...
I don't really have anything else to say,so...
See ya! 1月22日 Dressed In White But Drenched In BloodMood: Sick and pissy
Current Song: Lu Na by Gackt
Fav. Movie: Ju-On
Whoa,its been a long while since I've put an entry on here...I now have a nephew named Jordan,he was born last Saturday.Okay I just did a journal entry on DevaintArt so I just post that one here.If you all are wondering DevaintArt is where you can post your art or writing and get feedback!I have an account for it and there's a link for on here.Anyways...
Exams suck well the history exam to be exact.You see,we have to do two essays and questions for the exam!How the hell are we suppose to do all that within two hours!Ugh and here I thought that we weren't going to do essays since this is History G not S!Well,I guess I was wrong! I finally watched Premonition the other day!I thought it was going to be scary and all (I saw a preview for it on Infection)but it wasn't!Once again like RasenI was confused about the ending...I still however maintain that Ju-On is still the most scary Japanese horror movie I've seen so far!Now all I have to is get my hands on Ju-On 2! Speaking of Ju-On,I was talking to my dad on the phone the other day and I asked him if he ever saw the original or the remake(bleh!)and he said no.I told him that I got the Ringu boxset for Christmas and he asked me,why?He shouldn't talk because he still owes a Christmas present and pretty soon,a birthday present as well. Okay returning back to the topic of Ju-On,he proceeded to ask me why I would watch it in the dark and right be I go to bed?Duh!All people know this about horror movies,you do that stuff because it 'sets up the atmosphere'or something to that degree!Because of Ju-On I can't up the stairs without turning on the lights(before I could walk up the stairs in the dark)...Well,everyone is probably thinking that I'm a total wimp but if you saw the ending of that movie then you would know where I'm coming from! That's it for now...Sorry,I don't feel like posting any snip nits of fics on here right now!
Ja ne! 11月12日 Nose Plugs WantedMood: Hungry (Its not a mood but still)and disguisted
Song: Two Small Of Pieces (Xenogears)
Damn,I thought I would escape this smell forever,well I thought wrong.Don't you hate the cheap,smelly cologne that people just seem to like to spray heavily?*yuck*Well,my mom's boyfriend is visting for the weekend and so far most of the upstairs smells like bad cologne,I don't know about the downstairs yet.*sigh*This is going to be a long two days...
On another note,some good things did happen to me.First,I got my favourite movie of all time,Ju-On,twenty dollars which I spent on buying the first volume of Confidential Confessions.Oh yes,I got my marks this week,most of my marks are in the seventies expect for English lit but I'm not failing anything!
I will eventually start working on Ju-On-Inuyasha Style again because for the past week,I took a break from writing fanfiction.Since the week before this I worked on one chapter nonstop.Let's see,there's only three more chapters for Ju-On-Inuyasha Style.When I'm finished that I'll start working on Brand New World,which will probably have a few more chapters left on it,too.Once I'm finished with that,I'll be working on a brand new fanfiction,this time,an Inu/Kag pairing and it will be one of those AU(alternate universe) high school fanfictions.
I'll leave this with two drabbles,both in Albedo's (from Xenosaga) point of view.The first was when he kidnapped Momo and second was when he was still a 'kid' and he found he couldn't die.
~
Ma Peche
I have finally done it, I have managed to capture my little peche, Momo. I see her watch me in fear as I drain the life out of the kirshwassers...She is probably worried that I will do the same thing to her. She need not worry about that... I have more important things planned for her, for she has the y-data that was put inside her memories by Mizrahi... She frets and backs up, like she fears me...Ahh how delicious...My peche, you don't have to worry. I won't hurt you...much...I grin as I reach out for her and she backs away...Now don't do that, you hurt me... I'm searching through her mind as I hold her body in my arms. What's this? A man in her heart? How sweet, my little peche, I wonder who it is?...Ahh ,interesting...Rubedo, is it? My older brother, how fitting. She shudders in fear as I laugh at my realization of the new prospect...I bet you'll be coming for her, won't you, Rubedo? Along with your little band of friends that you have a recently acquired...?I drain as much memory and emotion as I can from Momo...Leaving her lifeless with no emotionless, just what I have done with the kirshwassers... Her body goes limp in my arms...Ahh...What I could feeling this is, I feel refreshed...Thank you my peche...I place her against a small wall and I walk off...Preparing to do battle with Rubedo...That will be most entertaining ,I look forward to it... But right now, I'll go deeper ,to the very center of this ship since I want Rubedo to find her in this state without me around, even in the shadows...He reaction would be most entertaining to see but I know better not to stick around ,I want to fight him when he's angry, very angry...He's a monster just like me...After all we are siamese twins... ~ Can Never Die
What would you do if you found out you couldn’t die? Would you change or remain the same? Would your personality remain innocent? Weak? Dependent on others and looking for a place to belong? Or would you become twisted? Detached? Angry that your soul wouldn’t get the release it gets only in death? Would you wish you could die along with your family and friends? ...I wished most of those things...I wanted to die with my friends, I didn’t want to be left alone...When I found out, I cried, I just wanted to be normal as everyone around me was! I started to dig my own grave...I planned that I would bury my self alive when everyone I knew died, so that some how I would met them again, on the other side, if there is another side...I'm changing, I know and I won’t stop the changae...I don’t know if I’m changing for the better or for the worse but all I know is...That I’ll be alive even when I don’t want to be... ~ That's it for now,I suppose! Ja ne! 10月15日 Ashes To AshesSong: Albedo Theme Song (Xenosaga 1)
Mood: Bored  I just figured out a few things either I have a clone or my sister is confusing herself with me.Oh yea,also that she's a tattle tail...keep in mind that she's 20 years old and is going to have a kid of her own.Apparently on Friday morning or whatever which morning of the week,I had a big bowl of ice cream for breakfast,well that's what she told my mom.Which isn't true,due to the point that I was eating cereal and my mom was in the kitchen at one point when I was eating.Besides,who eats ice cream for breakfast?(That's a rhetorical question by the way)I think my old sister is trying to get me in shit and its obviously back firing.I cannot wait until she leaves!! *dances*I think I'll have a party just to celebrate the fact that she and her boyfriend (who is a fruit)will be gone!
Yesterday,well I think it was yesterday,I beat Xenosaga 1 for the second time.It took me awhile since there was the fight with Albedo and then the final boss,a gnosis (I forgot the name) right after.I didn't have the chance to go back and save!Now,I am playing Xenosaga 2 and its a little different from the first,batte wise.I recently heard that the third and final Xenosaga is coming out,apparently it came out in Japan,in September but I don't know when it will come out here.*sigh*Plus I need money for that and for many other things...I should really get a job other then babysitting my little sisters which I don't even get paid for.
I would right some more but I can't think of anything else to say.Other then I might be getting all 4 Ringus and Ju-On for Christmas.The movie I really want to see right now is Ju-On 2,the sequel to Ju-On(duh!*hits head*)I want to kill this kid in gym class and...I really hate it when people use symbols when they're trying to say something in an msn conversation.Arrgh!!
That's all,
Ja ne! 10月12日 Opinion Noted And IgnoredSong:Come (from Inuyasha soundtracks)
Mood:Mellow
Fanfiction In Progress:
Brand New World
Ju-On,Inuyasha Style
Thru The Stars And Back Again
Today,I saw a shortened version of Macbeth instead of going to history which was last class.That play was okay,I suppose.Its just a little annoying because I had to sit on the floor(on mats but still)and one of my feet and legs were falling asleep.It seems like my older sister is avoiding me like the plague which I have to admit is a good thing since she pisses the hell out of me.The only thing I have to say about her that she is a total complete bitch.
As of right now,I am working on a contest entry for one of the clubs I have joined,I've already entered two contests from two different clubs.Some of the people's art is pretty good while others well...not so good.The contest is an autumn one but I can enter to other contests from the same club,well anyways, the pic has leafs falling and the girl in the picture is holding a flower.I haven't submitted it yet so don't bother looking on my deviant art profile yet.
I've been lazy when it comes to my fanfiction but yeah,I have other things to do besides writting so I write them when I can.School,homework and babysitting take up must my time so basically only have to time to write on the weekends if I feel like it that is.
That's all for now,I guess.
Ja ne! 10月1日 If I hear one more time that 'The Grudge' is better then 'Ju-On',I am going to shot somebodyI've seen both Ju-On and The Grudge,the original and the remake.Ju-On had more suspense and it wasn't full of blood and gore.(There's only about two or three times when I actually saw blood)Plus it made more sense and they didn't make Kayako sound as she was some stalker or something.Now for the remake,The Grudge,what the hell were they thinking?!It was totally messed up,in begining instead of the little part (the prologue most likely) with Kayako,Takeo and Toshio,it was some dude,who later on we find out his name is Peter,and he jumped off a building.Keep in mind that this is being filmed in Japan even though most the actors are American which didn't make much sense either.Okay,again with Peter,later on we find that Kayako is obsessed with him (they made her into a stalker I swear!)and she was killed by her husband,Takeo,because of it.You know I could rant on and on about this but I won't.I'm just wondering why the hell people would prefer The Grudge over Ju-On?Well,if they saw both that is.
Gym has to be the worst subject at school right now.Its not bad enough that I have gym with a bunch of grade tens but now we're playing football.At first I didn't find that sport all too bad but on Thursday,I was just plain fed up with it.You know how when someone gets the ball and they throw it to the same people every single time?My team kept on doing that and everytime,they other team would tag them (we're not playing tackle foot ball).So,I said to my friend,I was practically yelling,that they should pass it to someone that the other team would suspect instead of the usual person.But no,they have to pass it to the usual people.Arrgh,if they actually used their heads they would figured out what I did but I guess not though.One more week of football,one more week of going outside when it might be freezing.One more damn ass week...
People may see me for a bitch,that I am.I guess people find opinionated people bitches(well,in a girl's case)but that's their opinion,I suppose.Now...I wonder if I should post a part from one of my fics on here...?Hmm,not rigt now.Which reminds me,I still have to work on my three fics,yes three now.They're called:Brand New World (inu/kik),Thru The Stars And Back Again (b/v) and Ju-On,Inuyasha Style (no set pairings but there are some if you can figure them out).I guess that's it for now!
Ja ne! 9月24日 Ju - On Drabble And A Little Ranting On The SideSo,it turns out that FF.Net does have a place where I can post my Ju-On drabble which I did.My friend suggested that I should put it under misc. movies which I did.I also posted the proluge(I cannot spell,ugh) for 'Ju-On: Inuyasha Style'.Since I posted my Ju-On drabble on FF.Net,I think I'll put it on here.I will eventually start working on my original story which will be posted on 'FictionPress'.
Recently well right now actually,I have been playing an old PS1 one classic, 'Chrono Cross'.I've noticed in the old RPG games and the new ones is that the old ones are more challenging,well some of them.If I ever get some money the first thing I'll probably spend it on is Xenogears(if I can it),Final Fantasy 8,the third Inuyasha movie (or I can just wait until they show it on tv) and my favourite movie; Ju-On. Back to what I was saying,the old RPG's may crappier graphics then the new ones out there,doesn't mean that the new ones are better.It just means that the companies have more money to spend and the gaming platforms have more power or what it is.
I'm really beginning to hate school well more like gym,almost every class,I get hit by something.Well I got m revenge,we were playing volleyball,I served and hit someone on the other team in the head.Its their fault cuz they weren't even paying attention.Needless to say,the team I was on got a point.
Well,I guess I should go now.Wait!I'll end this by putting the drabble on it.If you ever get the chance watch the original Grudge, Ju-On,its way better then the remake, The Grudge.
~
Ju - On Drabble
Kayako’s Point Of View Of When She Was About To Be Killed
What is happening? Why is this happening? All I know is that I can’t speak nor yell. He corned me and he had a crazy, murderous look in his eyes, his face was devoid of emotion and he grabbed me by the throat. Ultimately, crushing my throat, leaving any kind of speech render less.
Now, he, my husband, Takeo Saeki, has brought me to a room that leads into the attic. I’m dying...I can tell, he cut my body all over. I, I can’t even move...Takeo put me in a bag, a large white garbage bag. Well, its no longer white anymore since its stained with my blood and Takeo also has my blood all over him...
A cat meows...Toshio’s cat, I bet it can sense the danger I’m in...Toshio...What is going to happen to him...? Will Taeko leave here, this house or will he kill Toshio, too? My little boy, he is the innocent one in this. The cat meows once again, I watch in horror as Takeo reaches over to the cat and grabs it. I hear bones crack, he drops the cat which lays limb on the ground.
Toshio loved that cat, he would always show me the pictures he drew of his cat. I keep on wondering why Taeko is doing this... Over the weeks, I could see the change in Taeko’s personality. I knew I something was wrong today when I walked in the living room and heard him muttering something about me being with another man and Toshio isn’t his child which isn’t true...It was all over when he turned around, all over... Right now, I can only see the side of him - - -
He bites his nails, a habit, he has only started few weeks ago. Taeko turns over to face me fully now, he is holding something small and sharp in his hands. A single tear rolls down my face as he reaches over with the sharp object...
This is it...My life is going to end...Little do I know that the second part of it was going to begin...
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Ja ne! 9月14日 Ju-On DrabbleWell,this is annoying.I can up with to short Ju-On drabbles but I can't find anywhere to post it.If you're wondering what the hell Ju-On which I better you are.You know the movie called 'The Grudge'? Ju-On is the original, and it is way better then the remake. Well anyways,I can't find anywhere to post them except for Deviantart,I guess I'll do that.I won't post it on any blog since I don't want people to copy and paste,stealing my ideas.I just have a problem with that.
Which reminds me of another thing,I deleted a story off fanfiction.net and today I got an email from one of my readers. They were asking me what happened to it,if I posted it somewhere else or if I could send them an attachment that has,I'm assuming,the whole story on it.Nu huh,I am not going to that since that person could easily get an account and post my story on their account.
*yawn*I think I shall go now,I have done enough ranting for tonight.
Ja ne! 9月8日 So It StartedWell,today was the first day of school but if you want to get technical the first day was yesterday but that was just teacher advisory.Ugh...It was a waste of time. Time was boring as hell,it was just the usual stuff that happens on the first day. *yawns*I know at least one person in every class,it didn't really matter to me though.
A week ago,I saw what is now one of my favourite movies,Ju-On.Its creepy but cool and the ending is awesome.There was a remake of it called 'The Grudge',I haven't seen the remake and from what I heard from one of my friends that it wasn't even scary.I saw a pic of the american version of Kayako and she looked like the girl version of the scream mask.I feel like seeing just to see how different/bad it is compared to Ju-On.I got a new fic idea from that movie.I'm basically going to do the movie as a fanfiction but the characters would be the people from Inuyasha.I'm not going to put any of my ideas on here cuz I haven't even started writting it yet and I don't want people to steal my ideas.
Is it just me or is that msn seem to log people off for now reason?It has happened so many times to me.Sometimes,its cuz of the place I get my internet connection from.It wasn't the case today,msn has logged me off about five times and everytime I checked my net connection, it was working.I don't know about you but sometimes msn just pisses me off.
*yawns*I think I'll jog off now and go to sleep.
Ja ne! 8月30日 My EarsI think I am going death cause right now,kids a year to two years younger then me,are be so loud!Where I live,when I used to be out at this night,we wouldn't stay in one place more like we would wonder around the place(its a complex) and I don't I was with a much people that are outside there right now.I've almost forgotten how people a few years younger then me act...Ugh...Now they're yelling...Anyways, act differently. Although,some people aren't even very mature at the age I am not. *looks outside* Good,they left...For now *sigh* I would close my window but there's a nice breeze.
In other news,I have posted some many things on DA (deviantart) in the past few days,its crazy.Oh yeah,I joined a club and I may be joininig another one soon,depends on the owners of the club. Currently,I am working on a pic,its going by pretty well,now I just have to outline it,erase the unwanted smudges and then shade it in. In my fanfiction,I have written a summary for one of my fics since my mom kicked me out of my room later(the computer is in my room).Now I just have to work on a summary for my other fic, then I'll begin to type the chapters!
Oh here's a question for all you Inuyasha fangirls,if you seen the anime and read the manga,which Inuyasha would you choose?(If you noticed their personalities are a little different in some ways)Well...I would choose the manga version of Inuyasha.I'm not saying why!You'll have to figure it out on your own!
I think that's all for now!
Ja ne! 8月25日 FinallyToday,I went the high school I go to,to get my schedule all fixed up cause before it was messed.Now,in the first semester I only have one gym and the second semester has the other.Oh yeah,I don't have the gym teacher I orginally thought I would get which is a good thing since I was in that teacher's class last year and it was horrible. She also failed me cause I missed too many days to an medical injury.Well at least everything is cleared now.
So far today,I have done three sketches but I haven't uploaded them onto my DA account.The sketches are of Jr,Kosmos and Momo from the Xenosaga epic.Chapter three of both of my fics are currently being worked on and as soon as I finish one the chapters I will post it.Let's just say the plot is getting thicker in both fanfictions,I seem to come up with these ideas when I'm writing a chapter even though I wrote a summary of the chapter before hand.
I guess I should stop here and work on my fics before my reviewers start coming after me with torches,threatening to burn me if I don't update soon!
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