- If I feel pain,will it make me more human? -

I've come to a conclusion...Most things and most people are unoriginal. Its true, I can even say I am not original, I'm just as bad as some other people...I'm unoriginal because I claim to be original...The people that say that, myself included, are not original because more then likely someone has said it before the people of today.

I go to school and most of the people I see have the same basic outfits on, it just varies in colour,size and so on. I was on the bus today and I saw two girls walking down the street and they had the indentical oufits on...Well the only difference was that one was wearing a skirt and the other was wearing capris.

The fashion today is horrible, it reminds of the people in Saved By The Bell and I have say, to my disbelief that those styles are coming back into style. What happened to originalty? All these fashion designers or the 'trend setters' claim to created it but in fact, they probably saw it some where else. I'm glad to say I don't dress like that...And also, people seem to be colour blind or have no idea what goes with what anymore. Bleh.

Copycats annoy the hell out of me, I hate when someone copies me whether it be what I put on my msn screen name or something I drew. I don't steal ideas from others.

Art thieves are just as bad, the thing that makes it worse is that they claim to have done the work themselves when it is clearly obvious that they didn't. There's this popular artist on DA, who has really good art so good in fact that a lot people steal her art work and claim it as their own. I went on photobucket to find some pictures of a certain character and I keep on seeing the same apearing more then one on the same page. I've also seen this person's artwork on here too.

*sigh* What happened?

Gods, I feel so old sometimes...

Its not even funny, sometimes I just feel like I'm the only mature one that I stuck in a room full of inbred morons. Its true, its probably one of the reasons why I don't like my cooking. Most of the people in that class are drunks, druggies or both...Its rather annoying to sit listen to their pointless converstations...I also don't see street graffit type of drawings art. Its pointless, it takes no real talent, I don't believe it, my little sisters could to do it. It makes me laugh when people get so round up in doing it, it really does. I resist the urge to roll my eyes.

I've been reading a lot lately and its making me think...I'm begining to believe that what you write shows how much you care or don't...Or in some cases what you write or draw really shows your mental maturity. I've read some of my old stuff and I can see how immature or mature I was...I might just think 'WTF was I thinking when I wrote this? Was I half asleep?'

The way a person writes short story shows what they know what they're doing or their mental maturity...I was reading the beginning of a comic by young, aspiring artist and I have to say that...It really shows how young and naive she truly is. *shakes head* I won't say why I came to this conclusion or what the story is about...I'm just saying that what you write or draw shows your true 'age'.

Another thing, I've come across a lot of fanfictions and some are good and some are bad while others are just medicore. I can't stand the bad ones that use broken sentences and in proper grammar, now I tend to read the good ones, the ones that I percieve as good. I've read fanfiction that are just pure smut (heck I wrote one but its gone, yay!) and others that have can have love or sex scenes but are not descritive in the least bite.

They give hints at it, they are subtle about, they are clearly stating 'hey, these two characters are about to get down and dirty!!!' I love the authors that are subtle about it, it doesn't make it totally obvious which in some cases can be a good or a bad thing.

I was really livid a few hours ago at this one certain person, I won't say why or who because I don't want pity unlike some people, I'm not that type of person.

I write these blogs to rant, to type down what I thinking or feeling at the moment, I don't really care if anyone reads this because I'm just doing this for me. Not for pity, not for acceptance, not for anything. I'm not that type of person. I just have a lot on my mind that sometimes I just need to get out of my head...Whether it be good or bad or hurt another person's feelings. I.DON'T.CARE.

Its almost the end of Spring and I have done absolutely nothing, which is a good thing. The only thing I seem to be doing is reading, drawing, playing DMC and babysitting...Most of those things are not hard to do.

Although I wish the person that takes care of my little sisters during the day would drop them off at more a later time then two o'clock. How bout three o'clock? Three thiry? I mean, the daycare actually closes around four or four thiry. *sighs* Why should she get a few off?

I think it was on the week that I did this but I beat the first Devil May Cry, it was great. I thought the part where Dante said "I should have been the one to fill your dark soul with liiiiiight!!" *voice cracks/echoes* was pretty funny XD Overall I loved the game...

But I can't say the same about the second game, I beat it yesterday (as Dante) and it just wasn't as fun as the first game. I mean, what the hell was up with that ending? He's in hell and all sudden, out of no where, he's sitting on his motorcyle in hell. Its like it just mystically appeared out of the nowhere! And then...He rides off further in hell and that's it!...The game shows me all my 'grades' and tells me to go play as Lucia! *shakes head*

I've played some of the missions as her and I have to say that its not as fun as when you're Dante. I mean, so far it looks like she's just following Dante (or shows up right after or before he leaves), its really quite dull. *sigh* Do I really need to do this in order to play the third game? *shakes head* I think I'll just skip to the third game if I get too annoyed with the second.

Well today is going to be an interesting day, in the afternoon I'm going to the park with a few friends to film a scene from Hamlet. It shall prove to interesting and we're doing the part at the end where everyone dies. Of course, I get to die first because of the fact that I'm Gertrude, the queen! ^^ I just hope I don't forget any of my lines. I practised enough, so it should be no trouble. ^^

Whoo, spring break is finally here. *sighs* I need a break and that's what I going to get. Hopefully.

 

I know I won't be bored because of the fact that last weekend, I went out and bought the Devil May Cry boxset whichs means that I bought all three games. ^^ I am amused...Its just great after a long day at school, to turn on Devil May Cry and shot the hell out of the demons, really relaxing X3

 

Surprisingly, I am managing to get along with the people in my cooking group well...Expect for the fact that I only do the dishes and tell them where things are if they can't find it. *shakes head* Besides half the things they make taste like crap...I can't wait for this semester to be over.

 

Whoo! Spring break!! Where I can do absolutely nothing!!! X3

 

-Laterz